Oh well, I cleared all the two previous very precious and meaningful posts, but suddenly decided not to delete the whole blog, but give it another try. Again. :)It actually is a good thing to write about feelings and impressions, and it's even more interesting if you write it on a place where some other people can actually read it too. Funnier than in a locked up diary for sure.
I had a really screwed up year, or not a whole year, but the second part of it. So I pretty much hope for a better one, just out of probability. Hmm, I'm trying to work for it too, I promise, as far as it's possible. Though it's not very easy in the middle of the exam period. I'm not in shape for studying again, not yet. I know I should be trying, instead of sabotaging the preparation, with such blog-writing...
Nevertheless, I am happy and calm, much more calmer than a couple of months or even weeks ago. I'm slowly finding my way back from the state of broken heart and soul. It's never really easy I guess, but I do have an optimistic cheerful personality, even if it gets hidden from time to time. I'm trying to catch the flow of the tao, and be a happy and contented pumpkin. :)
I realized, what really helps is walking on the streets of Budapest at dawn. Especially on the river-bank, it's a great place for revelations. (Honestly, it might be because of the heavy partying before dawn.... :D) You go out with your friends, talk, dance, have fun, talk about the meaning of life, and then you just realized your hometown is one of the most beautiful and special cities of Europe. Not bad, huh? :)
My current mission is to be less naive and more realistic, but I still save my idealism and hopefully the sunny view on life. No real resolution for new year this time, I just keep going! ;)
But before I go on, I post here my new early morning riverbank favourite:
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